the unsettling kind of tired

I am tired today, the unsettling kind of tired. I have been for several days now. I got blood work done last week, and I am hoping that it will confirm my suspicion - that my anti-seizure medicine levels are off, and they just want adjusting. I do not want to have to switch medicines right now. It is an arduous process involving some trial and error. I feel like junk during the trial and error period - like a zombie version of myself. I have been feeling well and decent for a good long while now, so I cannot fuss too much. I just hate having to stop and wait a while instead of continuing to live my life. I hate being so disoriented and tired that I have to stop and rearrange the letters I have written on the page because my brain is having a hard time translating my thoughts into actions. Writing is what I love to do most of all, and when I feel like this, I have a hard time even doing that. For now, I will rest and wait and hope this will be an easy transition into whatever new combination of medicines will be best to keep me from misbehaving with seizures.